I don't wanna ride on somebody else's passion
I don't wanna find that I am just dry bones
I want to burn with unquenchable fire
Deep down inside
See it coming alive
Help me find my own flame
Help me find my own fire
I want the real thing
I want your burning desire
--- song "Help Me Find My Own Flame" by Will Reagan and United Pursuit
Ever since I first heard this song a couple months ago, I've had a stirring in my heart for something more. Something much more. I believe that I have a unique calling on my life, and that my own flame is to go to South Africa and help people with Aids through health care and music. I feel a stirring in my heart to get more training, either do more YWAM school's or go back to college. I am not sure if I will become a Nurse some day or if I will just get training fit specifically for the ministry that I feel I have been specifically called to do.
As for now, I am going to be on staff with YWAM for another year and maybe even for another year after that. I am unsure what my future holds, but I know that it holds in the hands of my God.
